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空は今日も青いのだ Sora wa Kyou mo Aoi no Da

The Sky is Blue Today Too

song by Aoki Gou feat. Otomachi Una

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Lyrics: 薬もそろそろ効かなくなったな 今日もまた無益な一日だったな My meds have been wearing off more and more It’s been another day in vain, just as usual 窓辺に朝が落ちた 明るいのは嫌いだ 否応なく世界が回りだすから バイトはまたクビになった こないだ母も倒れた 「ごめんな、こんな息子でさ」 呟いて玄関を出る Morning’s fallen on the windowsill I really hate how bright it is Since the world spins around whether you like it or not, I got fired from yet another part-time job And my mother collapsed the other day “I’m sorry, for being this kind of son” I mutter, stepping out the front door 空は今日も青いのだ どれだけ隠してようが 心の弱った部分は暴かれてしまうな だから死のうと思うのだ 「出来やしない」と嗤うのか それすら明け透けなんだ あぁ The sky is blue today too No matter how much I try to hide it The frail parts of my heart will end up exposed That’s why I’m thinking of dying Are you gonna laugh and say “you can’t do it”? Even that much is clear to see Ah 大通りはどうにも眩しすぎるから 今日もまた路地の裏を歩くのだ The main street is helplessly glaring So I walk through the back alleys again today 世間体に見張られて言いたいことも言えねぇ 挙げ句、全部を恨んで不貞腐れて 手当たり次第に傷つけた 自分自身であろうとも迷いなどなかったのだ 馬鹿みたいだ そんな時だけ迷いがないのだ Being watched by the eyes of society, I can’t say what I want to In the end, I just resent everything and sulk I hurt myself in any way I could manage Even with it being my own self, I had no hesitation or anything It feels so stupid It’s only in times like those that I don’t hesitate “夢”とか見ている場合じゃないよな これさえなければ僕はまともだ 「なぁ、そうだろ？」 『いや、どうだろう』 This is no time to be having “dreams” If it weren’t for this, I’d be a decent person “Hey, is that right?” “No, what do you think?” 空は今日も青いのだ どれだけ悩んでようが 馬鹿みたいに綺麗だった 僕は汚かった だから「死のうと思うのだ」なんて歌を歌うのだ それすら照らすか なぁ　空 The sky is blue today too No matter how much I worried It was stupidly beautiful While I was covered in filth That’s why I sing songs about how “I’m thinking of dying” Will it even light up? Hey, the sky… お前それで慰めのつもりか 死にてぇ　生きてぇ　もう分からねぇ 「今はまだそれでもいい」と言いたげな それを見上げた目の色は澄んだ”青”だった Is that how you’re planning to comfort me? I want to die, I want to live, I don’t even know anymore As if wanting to say “I’m still fine with that” The color in my eyes as I gazed up at it was a clear blue